Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Thursday, May 11, 2006
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
Fed Ex will bring a box soon and then we have 10 (?) days to create our items. Then I think 2 out of the 10 will be chosen for a DT position! Either way if I make the DT or not I am happy with the fact that I am a finalist in the top 10!!
I cannot wait to get the box and go to town creating!!!! So much fun it will be!!!! I love it!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Isn't he a little hottie... **Ana this is who it was not the other one you and Leslie were told it was, oops my mistake and isn't he MUCH better looking :)** OK so when I was in Vegas I went to a show. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->little hottie was singing and OMG it was steamin in there,lol!
We made eye contact numerous times and ladies let me tell you that those eyes are AMAZINGLY dreamy up closer. Anyhow it was an intermission or what ever you call it when another performer comes out.
So I had to go to the lil' ladies room for a while...and just couldn't leave while he was performing! So off I go when he was done. As I came out of the BR it was a long hallway with NO one around. I hear something down the way. Look up and see a man in a white cotton dress shirt, baseball cap, {hot} jeans and a pair of cowboy boots.
I thought could it be?! NO what a dork I am for even thinking it could be him. So I turned away before he thought I was staring at him,lol and walked back in to the show to go get my purse (for another drink). Headed back out. I get to the bar order my drink.
And you know how you just FEEL it when someone is watching you?! Creepy I know. But its true you can feel it sometimes! So I looked around. And guess who was "watching" me?!
Uh YEAH!!! ME....well it was the same guy who was walking down the hallway when I emerged from the BR.
As I start to walk past. He doesn't take his eyes off of me the entire time I was out there. I am thinking OMG what kind of man is this....creepy...I hate it when people stare! You know!
I am now walking about 3ft from where he is sitting. He tips his hat and says "Did you enjoy the show".....I pause. Then say "I'm sorry"...he says "Did you enjoy the show"...I stop in my tracks.
I look really hard....and say "OMG were you just on stage?!"....he quietly laughs and puts his finger up to his mouth and says "shhhhhhhhh"...Oooooo I am thinking,lol!
So I said I LOVED your show! You sound amazing, you looked amazing, I cannot believe what a great show it was...thanks! He smiles and says "so, where you from" As I laugh inside about where I am from....I say Minnesota...and I say now before you make a joke about MN its not all bad,lol!
Well we chatted for a while and I enjoyed every moment of it! But we both had to go. I went back to my table to finish my other 1/2 of the drink and tell the other I was with that I had to go. It was the same night as the Scrapbook Answers "Fastest Crop in the West" and I had about 15 minutes before I had to be at the convention center for it as I promised Ana &b Leslie I would! So off I go....thinking OMG!!! What a hottie.
Yes I am married and I love him...but Wowsers Tim! LOL! Some days I don't think my DH would mind if I left him for Tim either,ROFLOL...depends on my mood...or his!
So anyhow after the crop I went back to the hotel to change for a night out at the "Ghost" bar with the SBA Editors. Missy and my parents said....Tim came back on and performed 2 more songs after you left...UH, MAN!!! And I missed it! That sucks....They said ya and he kept looking at your empty chair like he was looking for you and hoping you were there. Ahhhh! LOL! OMG Sorry Faith!
So thats it. Thats my Tim Mcgraw story in Vegas! He went somewhere. I went Scrapbooking,lol. End of story. I will always have Vegas memories ahhh. ROFLOL. Tim I will be your Faith any day ROFLOL!
OK ladies now for the truth about Tim. Well it was really Tim I saw and was really him in the entire story...but it was his impersonator,lol!!! Too funny isn't it. But I love telling the story like this cause everyone is like OMG!!
The fake Tim is every bit as amazing as the Real Tim! He really did sing, no lip sync stuff. He has been performing since he was 8yrs old. Lives in Vegas. Single ladies so for all you Vegas single ladies head on over to the Stars show at the Stratosphere. You won't be let down by his show!
So until next time Tim ;) Hehhehehehehehe gotta love it! Peace out chickiepoohs!

Here is the latest information on the Cyber Crop this weekend! This is SOME of the prizes that will be given away! There is a FULL kit, paper packs, mat stacks, card stacks, photo turns, metal embellishments, tags, mini albums, tons of stuff from Chatterbox, Making Memories, pressed Petals, Paper Salon, Crate Paper, Nunn Design, DCWV, EK, Creative Impressions, K&Company...loads of stuff! OMG and Kathleen donated a FREE one year subscription to Scrapbook Answers Magazine & Disc...a SBA Babe Shirt of which I will say is totally rawkn'..so comfy and you just gotta have! See photo on previous post for a peeksy at what they look like;)
So come on ladies. Come and join us this weekend from 12-8 on saturday and 12-5 on Sunday central times. There will be challenges, games and lots of fun, loads of gifts/prizes. So go tell your friends about it...email them, call them, post about it on your blog or MB's?@! Up to you but spread the word. We hope to see you there!!!!
You don't want to miss out on our first Cyber Crop as new owners of The Scrapbookstand!
Monday, April 17, 2006
We have lots of other prizes to offer...such a FULL TSS kit, paper packs, card packs, mat stacks, OMG lots of items...from some of the following companies......Pressed Petals, Nunn Design, Creative Impressions, Making Memories, Paper Salon, Crate Paper, Chatterbox, Wild Asparagus & Kaleidoscope papers,etc... there is SO much its hard to name them all ladies you just have to come and play with us at the cyber crop on April 22 12-8pm and April 23 12-5pm! See you there!
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Ladies you can check out her digi blog to see what I am talking about. And OMG Thena I love the poem to! Thank you, Thank you, Thank you! HUGS!
As all of you{lurkers} know, Thena is a wonderfully talented person. An amazing Author, beautiful scrapbooker, Very talented and well rounded kinda gal who is always there to give hugs, prayers and poems for all her friends and fellow scrapbookers!
Thena you are such an inspiring person to all of us! Thank you!
I was going to get a 07 Chrysler 300C and was going to close the deal until I talked to the "main" guy and got the price with new wheels....he was about 10yrs younger than I, seemed nice at first, then he stopped talking to me and spoke to others 6x while trying to close the deal with me. Insert very annoyed face here! Then he proceeds to tell me that the car wouldn't look good with the new wheels that 3 other people said they were the exact wheels the "main" guy had on it until last week ...was his demo car.
Then he tells me he won't sell me the car with those tires put on it.....um WHAT?!?!?! I was ready to hand over a check for $38,000 right there and go home with it...and he is telling me that he won't sell it to me with these tires....uh, ok?! So insert ticked face here! Then he is interupted but yet again!
He comes back and says why don't you just buy this....(another one I was looking at but didn't have the options I wanted) and I said NO I want this one! Then guess what.....HE IGNORED ME TO TALK WITH SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN!!!!!!!!
If it were my DH there......and not me......this NEVER would have happened! I told the salesman working with me I was ticked about how I was being treated and he was a dear! He tried and tried to get whats his name to focus. Finally I said I am done. I am going to go and continue my search for a new vehicle.....and I will be paying for it & driving it home today as I look at the main guy. And if he's not willing to sell me WHAT I WANT! I will go elsewhere. Salesman says we will take care of it....I left saying I will maybe be back but wasn't sure about due to the "main" guy!
So off I went to the dealership next door...and guess what I didn't go back to the "main" guy and also find out that he is the owners son...and has pretty much had everything handed to him...your typical "spoiled rotten kid"....well guess what! It is one spoiled rotten kid I am not giving my money!!!!!!! Show respect to get it buddy!
Am I the only one who has had to deal with this crap just because you want a {hot} car and you have more to your chest than them? It is crazy that this goes on! He made me feel that I was not WORTHY of anything there just because I was female! Oh and did I tell you all the other people he helped out were MALE! Oh and ya that he closed a deal with a male during one of those times he was closing the deal with me?! OMG!!!!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Man what a day….woke up late like uh 7:30 and I normally leave at 7:45 Argh!! So had to take boys in to school…go tan then go home shower,etc and head to work….So I get out to the vehicle to go to work..and I have a FLAT TIRE! So I air it up thinking it is just low…noticed it had been lacking a bit anyhow.
Good right! NOT now I am on my way to work and I notice it is going low again. So pull in to gas station on outskirt of town. Make it 3blocks and guess what. Flippen flat again! By this time I was just beside myself! LOL.
So make it to the repair shop. They can fix it, YES! But I can’t get to work without a vehicle. So the owner says he’ll give me ride. I say thanks but it’s a beautiful day and I could use the fresh air to clear my thoughts. He smiles and says I understand.
So off I go walking to work…..2blocks away I see a “loose” dog! I think oh frick I am gonna get eaten alive! Thank goodness it didn’t see me and went on its way all the while my heart is a pounding,lol! Surprised it didn’t hear my heart it was so loud,hehehe!
OK so I continue on my walk to work when I just about got HIT by a passer by’er who was NO DOUBT watching my a@$! MEN! Oy Vey!! LOL….yes it was a younger man in a big truck. Sheesh!
Finally make it to work ALIVE! Which is a miracle in itself. So I get in to my door and sit at my desk, listen to my voice mail…OMG and there is like 10+ voice mail. Another strike against me….should go on a home visit due to one of the voicemails…but NO VEHICLE! Uhhhh!
Then I cannot get my computer to work,lol! So I finally get it after 30 minutes of screwing around with it..don’t know how I fixed it but it worked. Had some issues with the fax machine…..and finally cancelled my fax because it wouldn’t go through.
By this time I figure I need a break,lol! So I decided it was LUNCH time. Sure if I had money! OMG remember I don’t have my vehicle…it is in the shop. Well my money and cards,etc are in the vehicle. So I scrounge my desk drawers for some change….and came up with $2.23. So off to the cafeteria. And of course all the good stuff is more than what I have,lol. So I settle for a “processed” ham patty on a bun, can I just say Eeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! Really it isn’t good! So I could only afford a ham patty on bun, and a cola. Well guess what? I spilled my freakin cola on my freakin WHITE pants! OMG can I scream yet?!?!?! And all this is before 11:30!
So of course I cannot go home to change without a vehicle…and work with a bunch of teeny boppers who are of course fashionistic and socially unforgiving of such a thing. So I may have to hide out in my office sitting behind my desk for the entire day,lol!
And HEY..what else can go wrong?! PLEASE tell me nothing? Cause at this point I am thinking it is now only 12 and I have 3 hrs to go and that is just as much time as it took for all of the above mentioned things to happen!
OK sorry this is such a LONG email! But having a bad day I guess and had to get it off my big ol’ chest!
I hope you are having a better day than I am!!!!!!!
Anyone else have days like this?! LOL
Thursday, April 06, 2006
To be considered you must
A) Create 2 layouts, 1 altered item of your choice and 1 card then upload into the “Design Team Contest Gallery” on our site by midnight May 3. Anything submitted after will not be entered.
B) Be an active member on our message board
C) Email the following information to rori@thescrapbookstand.com
1. Name, shipping addy, email addy.
2. Please list any current design teams. Along with any galleries and message boards you are active on. Please provide a link and username(s) when possible.
3. As a member of the design team what do you feel you can contribute?
4. Tell us about your style?
5. What do you want us to know about you?
6. Why do you want to be on our DT?
DT Requirements:
Create 4 items each month with the featured kit. The items can be layouts, altered items and cards/tags. Each new member must be active on our message board and gallery. Help with contests, weekly or monthly challenges, cyber crops and celebrity chats. Promote TSS whenever possible. We don’t mind if you are on other DT’s but we do ask that you have loyalty to our site and not serve on any other kit club DT’s during your TSS DT reign.
Benefits:
A free monthly kit shipped to your door, discount on products while on the DT, recognition, prestige, use DT reign to build your scrap resume. DT will be offered first chance on new products for purchase.
This is a 6 month commitment. We will announce the 5 new members May 5 on the message board. So remember to check it often. You never know it could be YOU
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Don't forget that we are also holding a cyber crop on the 22nd of April and the 23rd of April. We have lots of prizes and challenges in store. I hope to have some photos of some of the prizes up in the next week.
Also Leslie Ayers, Editor in Chief of Scrapbook Answers Magazine will be chatting live with us on Thursday April 27 at 6pm California time. This should be an amazing chat. Leslie is as much of a beautiful person inside as she is outside! Mark your calendar and stop in for the chat!
OK I am feeling so good about things lately! I started to work out again. I have been toooo flippen lazy FAR toooooo long!!!! So along with a few friends we are beginning work outs. Lots of cardio and then weight training for body definition. But of course I can never just go easy on it,lol!
I push my self to work out to much and then my knee acts up and then I am down and out of the workouts. I know I will never be normal again. But I would love to be able to run again! I so miss it! After 3 specialists telling me there is nothing they can do. Honestly it has been devastating on me. It has been almost 3 years since my accident. It has been hell! I weigh more than I have in my entire life time!!!
I used to work out 1-3hrs a day. And girlllll let me tell you I felt GOOOOOD! I am so lucky that one of my dear friends is a trainer. She is setting up some excersises for me to do and try to get the knee working a little bit so I can at least do stairs and simple things without feeling like a knife is in there. So we will see?! I started walking for some cardio...lol. And well it bothers the knee. So dont do as much. But walked tonight..only a mile and a half in your eyes but 10 miles in mine!!
Also got the boys into the mood to work out! So that will be fun to work out with them in the evenings a few nights a week! Love to spend time with my boys...and what a great way to do that! Keep eachother healthy and look good to. Plus summer is coming and we are major outdoors people. We live on a lake and have a cabin on a lake. So we are always in the water it seems....so they can get in shape for the summer of swimming, skiing, tubing, boating and jet skiing, biking, rollerblading, to name a few!
Such a summer person it is amazing I do not live in CA or FL or better yet Hawaii!
Friday, March 31, 2006
MY weekend goals. Get my weekend goals by Sunday night I want to have 2LO's, 1card and 1tag done. I have 11 rolodex cards to finish though...and then have to get them packaged and in the mail for a swap I am in. Fun. Fun.
I have to also get 2 LO's done with the All About Me personal challenge I am holding on The Scrapbook Stand. Based on the {self centered} book by Pamela Lambi and Jennifer Lynn Moody. On Mondays I post. This Monday I will post the week #3 topic. I know we could do more than one LO a week. But I also know that there are others out there that work outside of the home (like me) and don't have much time to scrap. So should be a few month process to finish the album. But will be SO worth it in the end!
We are going to be holding a Design Team contest for www.thescrapbookstand.com and are just ironing out the details before we post. So if you are reading this. You are the first to know of it!! And may have a personal advantage ahead of the other scrappers out there! We will have a gallery set up for the contest. And everyone must upload LO's to it in order to be considered. We will prolly be chosing 5 new DT'ers. And have them start with the May Kit.
We hope to have the new April Kit and add on items soon! We had hoped the webmaster would have had them up 2wks ago. But did not foresee certain bumps. They are worked out now I think. And should be good to go soon :) Finally!!!
Well I am going out this evening with a friend. It will feel good to get away from the stress of work, scrappin, fighting kids, blah, blah, blah! Nice! We will go out to eat at the Goose Crossing in Park Rapids....Mmmmm love me some Outdoor Rotiseri Prime Rib...and the Rice Pilaf and bernat sauce Mmmmm good! Love it! Will go well with some drinks and freshly steamed veggies! LOVE it! Then we'll go to Zorbaz. Very neat place. My sisters friend owns it. I worked there years ago when it was called Chateau Paulette. Robb is a good {hot} looking single young man if any of you ladies are ever in the area;) He celebrated his 1yr anniversary in business on Saturday night. We won't go for that but will get to see some of the neat festivities that will take place. The dance floor is built up and was filled about a foot deep with beach sand. The life guard stands,etc all beach related of course to fit the theme of all the Zorbaz. Which are all on beaches. As is this one but Robb decided to bring the beach inside! He has a bikini contest on Saturday and tons more. Hmmm the bikini contest could be scarry,lol! I heard rumors of one gal who entered who really shouldn't have. I guess if you don't look good in it, don't wear it I say! Takes one {sexy} body to look good in a bikini.
What else will I do this weekend? Hmmm OH I will be going to a celebration for Bryan Dyrdahl at his Mothers home. What a great family! His Mother has attended every race he has been in. Bryan won his 3rd I-500 race. Bryan has been racing since he was a little boy. He is an amazing racer! Bryan had NO idea this celebration was taking place...it was a total surprise to him! TONS of people showed up for it. He took 1st place in points this season. My husband was in 2nd place for a long time...then well if you read my blog you would have read about him hitting another racer broad side going 100+mph in the I-500. He overcame that but ran into engine problems later and then lost points. Bummer! Bryan sits at the top again! So happy for him. Jon has been friends with him for some time now and he to is VERY happy for his wins! Bryan took home a $10,000 purse for the I-500. Nice huh! LO: but OMG the terrain you race in,OMG not this chick! LOL!!
OK well I have to get finished with work I only have a few hours to go. Ciao BeBe!
Monday, March 27, 2006
Work has been so busy. This is the busiest time of year. And most days it seems I can barely remember my own name!
The website isn't ready to go and that is very frustrating! We wish we could do so much of the work ourselves but that isn't possible. And maybe that can change in time?
Scrapbook Answers Magazine....well what can I say I LOVE IT!! I am greatly honored to work with such amazing ladies. I am part of a flower feature coming up in the next months issue. That should be available April 25 on newstands across the US...some over seas but not sure how much?
Maybe Ana can help out on that one? Are you there girl?! Give a shout out...and I do hope you are feeling well. I haven't heard back from you in a while...wazzzzz up chicky?! Miss ya :) I know you to are swamped! And I hope you have had some time to get back to your healthy self.
My oldest is home today ill. Poor thing. Came upstairs this am as I am ready to walk out the door and says "I just threw up, Mom".....Uh, Eeewwwwww! I am so glad that he is a teen and can take care of himself when he is sick like that! LOL I am not good at handling that type of stuff! There is a reason I am NOT a nurse or doctor!!!! Either way. I am at home today working on court reports for next week.
I cannot wait for summer time! It is not certain what I will be doing? I haven't fully decided? My cousin has a little restraunt in Dorset. La Pasta....she makes some out of this world manicotti, chicken fettucini, chicken genovese! Oh and the jambalaya (sp)! I may work for her a few days a week again this summer. I did last year and what a blast! But of course I have to MAKE time to enjoy and relax in the summer! Thats one great thing about living on a lake that I love....I don't have to travel to enjoy it!
Its great having summers off! What a perfect time to rejuvenate the soul after a LONG hard winter in my job I need it!
Work has been so stressful lately I am to the point that I have been thinking of resigning?! But I won't. Its funny how everytime I feel like throwing in the towel with this job I have some former or current client come to me and thank me for helping them, or caring for them and that I am the only one they feel has ever cared for them and truly wanted to help them. A small bit of thanks for caring about me.....gets me along in my job in a BIG way! Keeps me plugging away. Thinking THAT is why I keep on going, no matter the emotional stress it puts on me. Its worth it! Even if its just one persons life that I help change for the better out of 50. I will do it! I will be there for them! I will be there for you!
I will post later a story about my non-winning CBX MIM album. See how you could save a life by reading it. I hope it has a HUGE impact on your life as it has had a life changing impact on mine.
Gotta get back to work for now........
Tuesday, February 21, 2006

My sister Missy and I will be taking over ownership of The Scrapook Stand in March. Our first kit will be April!!! We are super duper excited!! And cannot wait. We have many great plans in store for TSS. We hope to take TSS to the next level.
I have been with TSS since the beginning. And am the last remaining "original" DT member. So in a way it feels like my baby too. Although it will be hard to not have Shirley as the Editor in Chief any more. I am at ease that she will still be around TSS. This business was her baby! And we are excited to watch it grow into something bigger. And make her proud :)
There is alot of support from the current members. And we thank you all for the HUGE show of support and faith in us! We will NOT let you down!!!! We may make you happier but not let you down :)
If you have any ideas and or suggestions on the sites improvements, or what you feel would be an improvement let me know! And they will be taken into consideration.
We look forward to our new venture and hope that you do too! See you on the boards :)
Monday, February 20, 2006
Here is another photo. This one is of Rachel Boll and I....I cannot get the photo to turn the rightway!





Sunday, February 19, 2006

This is my dear friend Ana Cabrera, Associate Editor of SBA and I. Luv ya girl!!!! Can't wait for Chi town!!!
This is the oh so famous Ms Cheryl Manz....OMG girl you are so amazing I just love you to pieces! You are as beautiful in person as you are online! Inside and out!!! And look at those eyes, OMG! Gotta love those baby blues :)
Here is Kathleen, Cheryl, Nichole and May....love this photo I took of them. Aren't they all just absolutely gorgeous! SBA totally rocks with beautifulness (LOL if thats even a word).
This is Miss May and I....another beautiful gal! You so rock!!! Can't wait to see what you came up with for the flower assignment!!!
Hope you like all the photos!!
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Come and join us! You must be registered as a member but it only takes a couple minutes to register ;)
Sunday, February 12, 2006

This pics above are Missys car (sister). Her DH hit a semi on friday morning. The roads will pretty bad here. It had snowed for about 2days and we had about 5" of new snow. With icy roads. He is ok, sort of. He has some head trauma. And has thought it was feb 2005. He doesn't remember anything that day. And is slowly remembering little things. He doesn't realize he has been layed off from work for 3wks. Things like that.
He is home. And its a little scary. You can have a conversation with him and by the time your at the end of the conversation he doesn't remember the beginning. And you repeat things to him like 30x and still doesn't get it?! The DR says its ok. OMG well its scary!!!!!
DS hasn't slept. In fear he will get up find the keys and take off. And not know where or what he is doing? Or that he could get up and walk around the house. Black out and hit his head again and well be worse in many ways. So if there are any Dr or nurses out there that can shout out that this IS normal? LMK!!
My DH called friday night to tell me that he had an accident on THURSDAY night...ya the day B4!!!!! Sheesh! I said well beings your ok would I have expected a call a week later if you would have friggin died?! Somedays chickies, somedays! Anyhow he hit another racer going over 100mph during a race. The other racer took a turn too hard. Went up and over and inot my DH race course path. And the guy just sat there dumbfounded. Didn't move and looked at DH and sat. Jon couldn't do anything but hit the guy broadside...omg I am imagining MANY other things much worse that could have been. They are lucky to be alive. And they are both walking. OMG miracles do happen in this situation and BIL.
So for me staying home for the weekend was a perfect stress reducer,LOL! DH stayed in TFR to help his buddies in the pit area with their sleds.
Kids have been snowmobiling since friday night seems like. Till 11:30 friday night. All day yesterday until last night when they all (2DS + buddy) and say something is wrong with the sleds? They were sure it was something serious with the motors!!! I said did they run out of gas? NO the say. We put gas in them earlier. I said but they could still be run out of gas are you SURE!!! Yes they say. LOL.
Well my DS and her DS came over lastnight. He went to check out the sleds with the boys around 9pm (pitch dark out). LOL they came back in about a20 min later. Nephew said the sleds were down the driveway. One at the end and the other about half way. OUT OF GAS!!!!!! ROFLOL!!!! My silly boys.
The boys said the first snowmobile quit at the end of the driveway (14.5 acres to the end of the driveway). So they tried to pile 3 kids on the other one,LOL. Well didn't work too well and one constantly kept falling off the back. So it was a constant stop and go. Then when they finally got halfway back to the house. That one quit. And after "working" on it for quite some time they decided to come in and warm up.
OK so all in all........I am so friggin glad that it is the weekend!!! OMG does it ever slow down? Prolly when I am like 80 yrs old, sheesh. At this rate I don't think I will make it that long,LOL!
OK gals off to check out 2ps and the scrapbook stand :) Have a great day!!!
Thursday, February 09, 2006

My name is Sarah
I am but three
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see
I must be stupid
I must be bad
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly
Then maybe my Mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.
There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help. It sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, because you would have to be one heartless person to not be affected by this email. And because you are affected,do something about it!! So all I am asking you to do is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society, and pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth. Please pass this poem on as a Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse because as crazy as it might sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know. **Please help end the violence help AGAINST CHILD ABUSE *











