OK so I have gotten so many requests from friends and family to get this thing going again...but as you know my time is limited on being "free" to do things like this. OK, OK first you have to click on a new window and put this link in the addy bar....

http://www.playlist.com/standalone/22604147/yes

so when you read my post you can listen to what I was listening to when I wrote this particular entry ;) SwEeT right. I am listening to Amy Seeley...the trees want you back right now so scroll down the playlist and listen until i tell you to click on the next song. When there is very little typing and a song or two that means I sat JUST listening to the song..



So months have passes since I have made an entry...what has gone on in these months...



click on Natasha Bedingfield..wild horses......well as you all know the boys and I live in a small little house in town now. I left my husband. The man I have been with for almost 17 years. I left our home. Our cabin. Our belongings. Everything we have worked for in the relationship just so that I and our children could find happiness and peace in our lives again. For the most part we are much happier.



click on Tim Mcgraw...My little girl...........Work is crazy. The truancy job has me burnt out. I get this way every single year around this time..and I come back the following year. BUT this time I am thinking it will be my last. My friend of many years and partner is retiring this year. There has been so many new people in the field I work in...new county attorneys, new judges, new administrators, new officers, new school staff, etc...so different. Just not what it should be any more. Seems like they can't all get on the same page to better benefit the children we all work with and work for. And that is why I am here. It kills me to not be able to help or make a difference in a childs life to better benefit them either now or in their future, kwim. You may as well rip out my heart and stomp on it. So many more thoughts on this but I will stop...



click on Tim Mcgraw..live like you were dying..........The boys and I are ready for summer. It is our favorite season...being lake home owners has spoiled us over the years. We will greatly miss it this summer. But we live about 4 blocks from a public beach...not as nice as Palm Beach..but that will have to wait for the fall. We will handle it fine. I love the inner coastal one side and go across the street to the ocean..so peaceful..I never want to leave there again. Such an inner peace it is unexplainable.



click on Wild Cherry..play that funky music.........Well the italian joint is open again..so as you all know I double there in the summer months. So days like today I work a 15.5hr day. Love to see all the regulars. Funny how close you can be to them. I have not seen Bob and Mary yet though..they are the ones I always cant wait to see...their deafness doesn't pose as a barrier...we are able to communicate through some sign and lip reading. Every time I see them I wish I could be better at sign than I am. They sent me a christmas card....I cried like a baby who had their bottle taken away. I love them so much. They know this. We cry when they come back to the state and we cry when they go back home for the winter months..but I am so afraid that one year only one will come back...and the other passed on. That scares me so much.



Listening to "slipped away" by Avril Lavigne on the playlist if you still have it in......life is crazy isn't it. You fall in love with the people you least expect to. Gosh sometimes I just don't understand how much of my heart I give to peeps. I care so much about them, their lives. I just feel that they are worthy of my love..God loves me and them..unconditionally and I should do the same to others as I wish to have done to me...If I love more I will be loved more, get the picture?



now onto Tim McGraw..Please Rember me.....and then The Jonas Brother...Look me in the eyes and then to The Veronicas..Everything I'm not.

That's all I got for ramblings right now...too much on my mind I cannot continue to express...ciao.