Another morning home. It was nice to be able to sleep in until 7. Once again someone changed my name on the schedule and replaced it with theres. The person got a few choice words...but in the end I took it off any how because I have been feeling like crap.

I have had a migraine for 2days and of course I woke up with it again today. May have to go in for a shot. Nothing seems to be taking it away or even the reducing it. Stress is usually the cause of them for me. Then of couse the ulcers act up too. WTF. I am to blame. I let way too many things upset me.

When I start working out again I will not get near as many. I eliminate most of my stress by working out. I can't wait for Any time fitness to be open in town. I will be a regular :) and hopefully get in shape again. Once I am back in shape I will feel better physically and mentally.

Finally a break through...just talked to "x aka Veni, Vidi, Vici" and we are heading out of town for the day..hopefully tomorrow. I can feel some relief already, ahhhh! Chica I will call you tonight after work to let you know what I found out. Ohh playmakers has some stuff going on this wkd..well when don't they...any how...we could go there after the movie. Oh that one show with Adam Sandler and the guy from king of queens is showing. Not sure of the name but it's where they are acting as a gay couple, kwim? Anything with adam is funny. And we both know how we need a good laugh :) Hey check out the just for laughs on the right side. should put a smile on your face. PS we must go to Abercrombie, Gap, American Eagle, HL Ooo and Scrapnook or Kay's scrap store cause I need a few things scrap related.

Besides CHA stuff should be showing up soon!!!! With the closing of our scrap business I will start shopping again :) kwim? It is bitter sweet. Sweet because I have already noticed the amount of time that I will start to have as "free" time again, time with my family, etc and I will be able to start scrapping again. Bad cause now I will have to start paying full price for stuff, eek. That will be a shocker!

But I did say that starting in August I will be eliminating things, work, business, events, people any and all things that have been causing me stress. I have to start living life for me and my boys again. Not living for everyone else.

My problem is that I have too big of a heart. I hate to tell peeps NO. I will help others even if it sets me back. I like to make peeps happy because it makes me happy. Many more. But I am really suffering because of it and the stress of my DA and God only knows what he has gotten him self...or US (meaning the boys and I) into? I swear he is out for himself and that's it..and doesn't care that his bad decisions cause pain and suffering on US. Maybe he doesn't get it? Maybe that is part of his mental disorder I think he has,LOL!

Well I am off to figure out how to put my music playlist on this dang thing. Catch ya later